rambles, rants ... notes from dreamy person

hi- today i love the snow and yesturday was awsome! rhi made a hill to sledge down in the garden(you can kind of see it) its not finished though ... and mylo nearly took one of my fingers off with his ridiculously sharp claws my -right hand is scratched to bits. christmas hols was filled with -late nights (which make you feel like the undead) - AVATAR !! one of my Favourite films ever ever ever (evan though i only saw half of it cause i keep feeling like car sick while watching films -so i have to close my eyes- and its wierd cause i never felt like that before. anyway won't stop me from seeing it again!!) -slightly anoying relatives cause relatives are always anoying. And when their staying at your house its like you always have to be happy and their always there! everywhere you look, you have to fight for a space on the sofa ( i swear i didn't watch TV for about a week cause Somebody (relative) was always watching somthing) and you always have to be super polite!! its so anoying!! and when your the only two kids in a house of five adults -you come last and nobody takes you seriously and nobody listens to you like in the evenings the adults would go off and talk in the living room -i would be studying- but when i go and sit with them and try to join in their conversation sombody either talks over me or they just dimiss my piont altogether like its not important aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i felt like slapping them all (or taking one of their arms off) just to make sure that they knew i Was there ! -and Horrific New Years Eve parties- all i'll say is it was like your nightmare coming true and then having to face it for about five hours just to add to the horrificness of it. And thats it i've mentally blocked it forever and ever. so here i am (poor little suffering teenager) i'm dreamy cause i just woke up i'll see you soon the destroyer xx listening to the XX (to lul me into the day)